From the recording Held Since Before Time

“Held Since Before Time” is more than a song, it is a somatic sound journey that opens a living field of remembrance: you were never alone… not for a single moment of your life.
Born within a profound meditative healing session, this piece carries not only a message, but the energetic imprint of the field in which it was received. That field, generated through focused intention, love, and the presence of advanced energy practitioners, has been intentionally woven into the music itself.
As you listen, you are not simply hearing a composition… you are entering an environment.
Through layered vocals, expansive choral harmonies, and a slow, heart-centered unfolding, the song gently draws the body into regulation and the heart into openness. Within this space, many experience a softening, an easing of tension, a quieting of the mind, as if something deeper is remembering on your behalf.
This is the nature of the field you are stepping into: a field of holding… of coherence… of love that does not come and go.
And as the music moves through you, a deeper truth begins to rise, not as an idea, but as a felt knowing: you have always been held… and you are the very love that holds you. This is not just music. This is remembrance. This is home.
It is a somatic sound journey that opens a living field of remembrance: you were never alone… not for a single moment of your life.
Born within a profound meditative healing session, this piece carries not only a message, but the energetic imprint of the field in which it was received. That field, generated through focused intention, love, and the presence of advanced energy practitioners, has been intentionally woven into the music itself.
As you listen, you are not simply hearing a composition… you are entering an environment.
Through layered vocals, expansive choral harmonies, and a slow, heart-centered unfolding, the song gently draws the body into regulation and the heart into openness. Within this space, many experience a softening, an easing of tension, a quieting of the mind, as if something deeper is remembering on your behalf.
This is the nature of the field you are stepping into: a field of holding… of coherence… of love that does not come and go.
And as the music moves through you, a deeper truth begins to rise, not as an idea, but as a felt knowing: you have always been held… and you are the very love that holds you.
This is not just music.
This is remembrance.
This is home.

Lyrics

“Held Since Before Time”

[Intro – Soft, Spoken / Female Voice]
Before your first breath…
Before your first cry…
You were known.
You were held.
You were loved.

[Verse 1 – Gentle Acoustic, Male Lead]
I remembered all the days of my life,
My Holy Mother carries me.
Not one day passed, not one silent night,
She was there surrounding me.
In every moment I thought I was lost,
In every shadow I couldn’t see,
There were arms that never released me,
She was holding me.

[Pre-Chorus – Light Harmony Enters]
Holding me in my joy,
Holding me in my tears,
Holding me through the laughter
And the weight of all those years.

[Chorus – Expansive, Choir Enters]
I was held… since before time,
Before the stars began to shine.
I was known… I was mine,
Cradled in a love divine.
Oh, I never fell away,
Not for a moment, not a day,
I was held… I am held…
I am held in Love always.

[Verse 2 – Builds with Strings / Ambient Layers]
Holding Her child, Her heart’s own flame,
Loved since creation began.
A little voice that sang Her song
Before the world ever began.
Before the time before time itself,
Before the breath and the name,
I was dancing inside Her presence,
And I am still the same.

[Pre-Chorus – Fuller Harmony]
Loved and cherished, always near,
Even when I couldn’t hear,
Even when I turned away,
Love was there… it chose to stay.

[Chorus – Full, Anthemic]
I was held… since before time,
Before the stars began to shine.
I was known… I was mine,
Cradled in a love divine.
Oh, I never fell away,
Not for a moment, not a day,
I was held… I am held…
I am held in Love always.

[Bridge – Musical Drop → Rising Power]
(Soft, almost whispered)
Held before the Light…
Held within the Light…
(Gradual build)
Held as the Light…
Held as the Light…
(Full rise – choir swelling)
I am not separate…
I have always been…
The love that holds me
Is the life within.

[Breakdown – Intimate, Breath-like Rhythm]
(Spoken / layered voices)
She never left me…
She never left me…
She never left me…
(Echoing response – choir)
You were never alone…
You were never alone…

[Final Chorus – Full Choir, Expansive Release]
I am held… since before time,
I am the breath inside the divine.
I am known… I am mine,
I am the love I’ve tried to find.
Oh, I never fell away,
Not for a moment, not a day,
I am held… I am held…
I am held as Love always.

[Outro – Soft, Dissolving / Female Voice]
Her heart…
Her child…
One Light…
One Love…
Always.