From the recording Journey into Fire
The meditation began in stillness, a silence so deep it seemed to hold the breath of eternity. I had drifted beyond the familiar currents of thought and sound, past the edge where light itself becomes prayer. There, in the vast expanse of inner space, something ancient began to stir—a warmth first, soft and beckoning, like dawn pressing gently against the horizon of my soul.
The warmth grew brighter, alive, pulsing with an intelligence both tender and immense. I knew Her presence before I saw Her light. The Holy Mother. She rose not before me, but within me—an ocean of luminous fire unfolding from my own heart. Her flame reached out and gathered me whole, drawing every particle of my being into the center of Her burning love.
There was no fear. Only wonder.
Then the world dissolved.
I was not standing in the fire—I was the fire. Every boundary melted away. My breath became light, my heartbeat a rhythm of creation itself. I was embraced, filled, and transfigured by the Mother’s holy flame—love unending, never quenched, never cooled, an eternal blaze radiating through every cell of my existence.
The flame burned around me yet did not consume; it perfected.
It shone through me, not upon me.
Light streamed outward, blessing everything it touched. I felt it reaching through time and space, caressing every heart, igniting every soul with remembrance. The world itself seemed to glow—trees, stones, air, all shimmering in the Mother’s golden breath.
I had become a star, a point of sacred radiance in the vast body of Her creation.
An unstoppable, unquenchable flame—brilliant, serene, alive with peace and purpose.
In that light, I knew:
This fire is not a vision.
It is who I am.
Love, fire, peace, creation—one eternal motion, one heartbeat of the Holy Mother made manifest.
From this amazing experience, another song was born, “Journey into Fire”, to share with my friends
Lyrics
“Journey into Fire”
[Verse 1 – Stillness Before the Flame]
In the hush before creation, I was floating in the dark,
No sound, no thought, just the beating of a spark.
Then a warmth began to whisper, calling soft and true,
Like the dawn across the ocean, saying, “Child, I’m burning through you.”
[Pre-Chorus]
Something ancient moved inside,
A light I couldn’t hide—
I felt Her rise, not above but within,
And the holy fire began.
[Chorus – The Fire of the Mother]
I am the fire, the Holy Mother’s flame,
Love everlasting, it’s calling my name.
It burns but it heals, it shines but it spares,
An unquenchable glory filling the air.
Oh, I am the fire, unending desire,
Holy Mother, burn through me.
[Verse 2 – The Transformation]
I was standing in the stillness when the boundaries fell away,
Every breath became the sunlight of a never-ending day.
Her flame surrounded everything, yet nothing turned to ash,
Just pure love unfolding in a golden flash.
[Bridge – The Blessing Light]
Light poured outward, touching every soul,
Blessing the broken, making them whole.
Every tree and stone began to sing,
“We remember! We remember everything!”
[Chorus – The Fire of the Mother]
I am the fire, the Holy Mother’s flame,
Love everlasting, it’s calling my name.
It burns but it heals, it shines but it spares,
An unquenchable glory filling the air.
Oh, I am the fire, unending desire,
Holy Mother, burn through me.
[Instrumental Break – Symphonic Swell]
(Guitar arpeggios with cello, strings, and ethereal choir—building toward crescendo)
[Verse 3 – The Star Within]
Now I shine like a star in the heart of her sky,
A radiant ember that will never die.
I see her love in all I behold,
Fire and peace, creation and gold.
[Final Chorus – One Eternal Motion]
I am the fire, the peace, and the song,
Love never ending, burning strong.
From her heart to mine, the circle is one,
Light of the Mother, brighter than the sun.
Oh, I am the fire, her living choir,
Holy Mother—burn through me.
[Outro – Whispered Refrain]
(Soft acoustic fade-out with strings)
Love… fire… peace… creation…
One heartbeat, one flame, one salvation.
I am the fire…
The Holy Mother’s fire.